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Stoopid Kieran's Journal
Hey, again, i havent updated this in ages, but no one wants 2 read anything about me, well since last i worked in Tesco's over xmas, but i only worked for 4 fuckin days!!!!, bastards. But the wages were nae bad, apart from that most things have been boring, went out the other week 2 see bands in connelly's, but since no one else had I.D they all got chicked out, then went 2 the Steamie and Greg got told 2 leave and he's the same fuckin age as me, then they got telt tae get tae fuck from the Jimmy, so we just went 2 the lime hoose and got severly pished, went in the burds toilets first time i experienced it, and i supposedly told the manager of tesco's 2 shuv his poxy job up his arse, what a rebel eh??, but apart from that life has been boring, yet i still look for a nice girl, but theres no one out there that wants me, i have been hurt so much by this, i cant take it, im always down about it, i just wish there was someone out ther that liked me, i doubt that though :(. Alot of ppl have been boring lately, i mean Greg and Denise r paired off, Anna and Dave r best of mates as are Iain and Ross, im on my fuckin tod. Theres been no parties or empty houses in ages, no one realy talks alot and theres nuthin 2 do in Greenock at all, im so damn bored right now, all i have now is my weed, my music, my guitar and palm not 2 forget her five sisters, that small group of friends, computer. I wish i had a job or something now,all i have 2 look forward to is Steve O on Sunday, maybe GBH next week, Finch and Less Than Jake, well and if i get a mad caddies, dead kennedy's, RX bandits tickets, and also goin back 2 Florida in June, that always helps me out a bit going away for a while, but then thinking i've got to come back 2 this shit hole, justmakes me feel shit, i think it would with anyone. But as i'll be a loner on Valentines day, i hope a nice girl comes along for me, would be really nice. Peace love and Soul ya fuds!!! xx
Current mood:
lonely.Current music: Nekromantix - Spiders Attacking Manhattan.
Aye well i was at the dentist 2day getting fillings again, i seriously hate it, but i dont wanna have really bad teeth so had 2 get them fixed, then met Davie and Waydo in town, went for a bit o grub and a wander round town, everything was ok till i got home, my maws moaning at me constantly 2 get a job and it's doing my nut in, she doesnt realise i want a job i need money 2 buy things go out etc, then i find something i really want 2 do, a job in a tattoo parlour, were i would be cleaning up and helping ppl out choosing tattoos then during that be doing a three month training course 2 do tattoos, i tell my mum and she goes all kung fu on me, saying i dont wanna be even more a down and out, imagine my own maw saying that about me, she doesnt want me working there she wants me 2 get a "respectable" job, i have a chance 2 get a job, which she has been moaning at me 2 do for ages. Well i phoned, the woman i was to ask for wasnt working and i've 2 fone 2moro, this is something i would love 2 do and were i could wear my own style of clothes and not be judged on the way i look and yet make money, what a fuck my maw is being right now, see why i feel bad.
Current mood:
angry.Current music: Agnostic Front - The Pain Song.
Erm i havent filled this fucker out in yonkies, well since i filled this out last i have been to leeds festival, yass!! it was too good, for leaving i had 2 get up so effin early like 5 in the morning, when i only went 2 sleep at 2 as i was staying at Iains hoose, well class his maws mince n totties is braw, met JJ and Cha on the tran, as i already had planned 2 go down wi Cowboy anyway, the best laugh i've ever had, Cha is just like a big kid and his humour is brilliant n JJ is tops guy tae, er we drank loads n loads o beer, ate loads of junk food, shouted at the polis, got hit with a torch off they fuckin security guards, shat and pished on someones tent, the bands were amazing although i woke up 2 mornings with my nads frozen 2 the inside of my leg, as i was left ootside, lucky it wasnt raining when i wasnt in the tent. I had 2 wipe my erse with a chip poke......it was greasy. Ehhhhh Iains wee party when his folks went on holiday was sweet, got stoned and pished, 'The Boys' came down (JJ and Cha), we stayed up till 8am, me n JJ crashed on each couch ......Cha kipped on the kitchen floor ha ha!! colapsed more like it. Glad i've done all this stuff and had my mates there to keep me ammused, i dont know where i would be without everyone, coz i just got 2 that stage when i couldn't care less about myself, i was depressed all the time and i still do get depressed alot, just usually happens when im bored or i start thinking bout stuff again, but lately i've been occupied enough to keep my mind off things for a bit, with some local gigs, finally seen Blob, not my kind of music, but they r amazing. Got a new tattoo on Tuesday there, went up 2 get it in Johhny's but the cunt was shut, so i just went 2 terry's i couldnt b bothered looking for other places, fuckin ?45 for a star, i justthought fuckit, i was coming 2 get a tattoo anyway so i got it on the back of my arm above my elbow, it hurt more than my other tattoo's, the dude was saying that was coz it was nearer to a bone and the skin on the back is more tender, ahhh fuckit i'll end up with more anyway. Was talkin 2 Roz last night, had a really good chat, really pleasant girl, cool as fuck. Well pumpy pump, im offski just now, but i will bloody start filling this in more.
Current mood:
lazy.Current music: Transplants - Tall cans in the air.
Aye, this weekend has been naw bad, went 2 glasgow with Iain n Greg yesterday, met Ash, she REALLY does look like Thora Birch from American Beauty,WOW!!. Afterwards went 2 Iains and drunk some beers and chilled 2 kickass tunes on tha boom box, 2day was pretty shite, 2moro and tuesday and wednesday shall be braw, Upside doon peace my brudda!!!
Today got up early after not really having enough sleep, the floor isnt that comfy, listened 2 some Green Day in Greg's living room, while watching Tim on big brother trying 2 do paper mache, what a cunt he is.Left Greg's to sign on at the bru, he he!, i thought it would take fuckin ages but only took like 5 minutes, so i get my money friday morning, but i have 2 buy my neice Maja a birthday present, keep money for Skarsoles gig on Tuesday, blah blah, im sooooo tired and my back is killing me, yet i starve in craving for a pot noodle, arghghghghg!!!, seen Aly after her holiday, braw tan, wish i could be on holiday right now, Greenock is soooooooo boringly boring.
Current mood:
lazy.Current music: The Misfits - Dig up her bones.
In Gregs just now, having a few beers, playin monopoly for shits n giggles, naw bad night, Signing on the dole later, im away need a piss
what a weekend, seen the Skarsoles and The Aforementioned on Saturday, it was the best i have seen The Aforementioned anyway, the sound was shit the last time and the Skarsoles are always braw anyway. Went back to Greg's afterwards and got wasted he he!, as for Sunday watched the World cup final, yassss mon eh Brazil, then had 2 clear shit outta my room coz it was a fuckin mess, back 2 Gregs after that and had a wee jam on the guitars while getting wasted and watching chicks on men and motors, while Greg's friend who is also called Kieran just spells it different, passed out on the couch. As for Monday after that wee interview shite, wandered around boring Greenock when theres more than enough fone shops, met Jim and bought a gig tickets for King Tuts next tuesday, at the reduced price of 3 quid!!, but its always fuckin great when u get completely ignored by ppl u thought were friends i.e craig n shug, well mostly craig, i hate how ppl have changed over the past year, stop fucking changing u fools!!!!!!.